POETRY

once I started to fly

never touching the ground again

The unimaginable

now freely offers itself to me

what was my past life

that doesn’t matter now

this freedom

the pearl smell of rain

colors of a divine existence

my soul lives here

amongst angels

reaching

and this time never falling

never failing

always in flight to my own destination

where do you want to land?

how do you free yourself?

ME NOT YOU

POETRY

How can I stay

And watch myself lose you?

How can I walk and watch you run

All that I am

Was because of you

So damn stupid

All the time

For how long

Lord thank you for helping me breathe

Because

If I held him one more time

I wouldn’t know me anymore

Lord why did this last?

Why did I last?

How come you didn’t give up

When I kept pouring another mans cup?

How did I get back to this

Unnatural bliss

I was blind

Too blind

But now I see

I see my rainbow ahead of me

Instead of his back,

I see the calm after the storm

How sweet the air is

How green the trees are

The magic put into me when all is done

How sweet is this music I hear

This fruit I eat

My skin I’m in

How the world turns

Turning a dead force into…

a live angel

A magic empress

In my own world

You are no longer here with me

In my own world

I am my hero

Not you or anyone before

Just me

Just God

He is within me

Unless the sky is falling

Don’t come knockin at my door

No, no, no

I see me

only

The only one who dreams within a dream

I see me

My strength

My love

Not to coincide

With your lie

-melanie ann